Nothing

There are times in our lives when we fall for people who we love, but eventually refuse to love us in return. Sometimes people act a certain way in the beginning of a relationship and then change altogether not long down the road to the way they originally were before you entered their lives. In that process sometimes we become altered. The lesson we must take with us is that if we are to be altered, we must be altered for the better. In this instance, I was not. It took a year and a half plus for me to get my mind right from this relationship and it will take more time to heal from it.


My head is cramped with overwhelming thoughts
Pressure running through my system
It wouldn't be so bad if you would just
Open up your mind and listen

Come to find out
Everything's lost
Maze in my mind
No way out this time

All I want is something more than

Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is something more than
Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is someting more

I do not have the luxury of an escape
I've got no other place to turn
So I will set a spark inside myself and know
That one day I will brightly burn

Done for myself
Needed no help
Rising inside
No way out this time

All I want is something more than

Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is someting more than
Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is something more

You can't deny your hand in all this wrong
Though you refuse to admit
In so many ways you led me down here
And you abandoned me in it

Your pills will not save you
The truth won't unchain you
Your lies won't contain you
Your drama won't sustain you
I could never change you
I could never tame you
I'm done playing games too
I will forever blame you