Monday, June 21, 2010

For What It's Worth

Life is confusing. We feel many things day to day. On the day that this was written in October of 2009, I knew that I was feeling many negative and disturbing things. This is my way of dealing with those things; asking, crying out to the heavens and the earth, demanding answers. Funny how when we silence ourselves, we receive all the answers we once sought.

Regret - Emotion I'm stuck in
Unbelievable madness
Sadness taking over me now
Forget - Devotion I've lost here
So many demons inside
Try to take control of me now
I never know how far I'll go
Till I'm at the bottom
I look for daylight in this darkness
I can't stop it, but

I've been trying
Twenty-five years I've been lying
Nobody told me it hurts
Tell me what is happiness worth?

Undone - All my achievements
I built a castle of dust
And I expected it to last
Become - I can't believe this
This desolation of love
And I expected it to pass
I think I know how far this goes
But I'll take the road
You just never know until you go
So come on let's go, 'cause

I've been trying
Twenty-five years I've been lying
Nobody told me it hurts
Tell me what is happiness worth?
I am hiding
Twenty-five years I've been dying
Nobody can silence the hurt
Tell me what is happiness worth?

How long can you stand
When you can't understand?

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