Sunday, August 22, 2010

The Rage Of Weltall

This song is inspired by the events that take place in the game Xenogears involving the main character Fei and the mysterious armor he is able to control called Weltall.


Borne of blood I rise
Lay waste to those I love tonight
The darkness screams my name
Ashes stain my face
Inferno crushes this whole place
An agony untamed

Have you seen the fire raging in my soul?
Dark as night eternal, flame that burns immortal
Do the demons within taunt you like they're taunting me?
Desecration smile, now exhale the vile

Breathe against the night
Haze of memories inside
Dead souls upon the cross
War becomes my mind
Death is just an oversight
I'm taking back what's lost

Have you seen the fire raging in my soul?
Dark as night eternal, flame that burns immortal
Do the demons within taunt you like they're taunting me?
Desecration smile, now exhale the vile

Sleeping demons will awaken
Sleeping demons will awaken
Sleeping demons will awaken
Sleeping demons - WAKE

Ratrace

Shattered skies raining down unspeakable misery
Swords in hands, I return

Apocalypse now, apocalypse later
No matter what we will all see the end
An ice age away or a nuclear crater
And none of you seem to give a shit
Use and use and use and use and
Fight for resources we cannot claim
Win some lose some give some screw some
Die for the forces who snuff our names

And we all wait for a paycheck
'Cause the green paper rules our lives
And you know I'm right
And we all wait for the day's end
'Cause the time clock rules our lives
And you know I'm right

Try to live now, wait to live later
No matter what we will all die
A promotion in time or perhaps something greater
The standard by which we judge our lives
Take and take and take and take and
Step on somebody to get ahead
Win some lose some give some screw some
Nine to five life, you're already dead

And we all wait for a paycheck
'Cause the green paper rules our lives
And you know I'm right
And we all wait for the day's end
'Cause the time clock rules our lives
And you know I'm right

If you wanna be something more in life
Be something more
Don't make anymore excuses
Don't be anybody's whore
There is no right time or wrong time
There is no time at all
Stand up for yourself or else
We will all watch you fall

And we all wait for a paycheck
'Cause the green paper rules our lives
And you know I'm right
And we all wait for the day's end
'Cause the time clock rules our lives
And you know I'm right

Yeah you know I'm right
Is this how you want to live your life?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Burn (Seven Years In Regret)

We loved each other once, but I have now loved you for far too long. Your time has come to fade away from me.


It's time to let you burn away
Been holding on for eternity
I've gotta suffer out my sins
So let the flames begin
Seven years in Death Valley
No shade though I'm in a dark alley
This is a fight I cannot win
So let the games begin

I used to want you
I used to want you to know everything
Everything about me - BURN
I used to love you
I used to blame myself for losing you
Now I'm glad I did - BURN

I look at your photographs
Every time I do it makes me snap
I will not let you in
So set the stage again
This curse upon my head
I cast to you instead
I'm so far over it
So turn the page again

I used to want you
I used to want you to know everything
Everything about me - BURN
I used to love you
I used to hold you in the highest place above me
Isn't she so lovely? - BURN

Burn down your palace - BURN
Tear down your name - BURN
Drink from your chalice - BURN
Of eternal shame - BURN
I felt your malice - BURN
No more my dread - BURN
Goodbye, dear Alice - BURN
Off with your head - BURN

Off with your head - BURN (x8)

Seven years I've held you in my pocket
Tonight I'm finally burning you alive
My heart beats strong for you, it's hard to stop it
But I will let this fire try

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Nothing

There are times in our lives when we fall for people who we love, but eventually refuse to love us in return. Sometimes people act a certain way in the beginning of a relationship and then change altogether not long down the road to the way they originally were before you entered their lives. In that process sometimes we become altered. The lesson we must take with us is that if we are to be altered, we must be altered for the better. In this instance, I was not. It took a year and a half plus for me to get my mind right from this relationship and it will take more time to heal from it.


My head is cramped with overwhelming thoughts
Pressure running through my system
It wouldn't be so bad if you would just
Open up your mind and listen

Come to find out
Everything's lost
Maze in my mind
No way out this time

All I want is something more than

Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is something more than
Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is someting more

I do not have the luxury of an escape
I've got no other place to turn
So I will set a spark inside myself and know
That one day I will brightly burn

Done for myself
Needed no help
Rising inside
No way out this time

All I want is something more than

Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is someting more than
Nothing, nothing, nothing
All I want is something more

You can't deny your hand in all this wrong
Though you refuse to admit
In so many ways you led me down here
And you abandoned me in it

Your pills will not save you
The truth won't unchain you
Your lies won't contain you
Your drama won't sustain you
I could never change you
I could never tame you
I'm done playing games too
I will forever blame you

Monday, July 5, 2010

Aries

The lords of war unchain our hearts whenever given the foothold. We must not let them break us or tarry us on our narrow roads to home.

You love my soul
Then break it within the same sentence
You make me whole
Then cast me down for repentance

You bid for peace
Then arm yourself for Armageddon
You crave release
Then chain yourself to the forbidden

War is in your bloodstream
So fighting me is second nature
Taunting the world so it seems
No one can explain your behavior
You bring the best of the worst out in me
You want to test and curse all of me
You claim you love and wouldn't hurt one like me
You're a lie, but I always believe you

You love my soul
Then break it within the same sentence
You make me whole
Then cast me down for repentance

You bid for peace
Then arm yourself for Armageddon
You crave release
Then chain yourself to the forbidden

Boiling the blood in my veins
Slicing me open and salting the wounds
I'm choked on the ground as you take reign
You kiss me and say "It will be over soon"
You take my heart as you manipulate
You make the rules only you stipulate
You claim you love when your actions are hate
It's a lie, but I always believe it

You love my soul
Then break it within the same sentence
You make me whole
Then cast me down for repentance

You bid for peace
Then arm yourself for Armageddon
You crave release
Then chain yourself to the forbidden

This fight will never end
I love my enemy so dearly
I call you closest friends
I'd even say you are my family
Why do you render my life asunder?
Why do I need to feel your pain?
Why can't you just live complete I wonder?
Why can't a peaceful existence remain?

Sagittarius

The archers arrows pierce the hearts of even the smallest deadliest scorpions. On Earth I was denied a father; however, that left more room for the heavens to oversee my upbringing. No longer Earthbound, yet still filled with regret, I muse over the pain in hopes that one may understand it and that I may exorcise it.

Faceless, I've let this eat inside of me for
Ages, I can't believe that I would even
Save this hatred for you

You created a life, a Sagittarius, but you
Hated your life, and so you buried us in the
Weight of the world, and then you just dismissed us all away
Like a bad memory

But we're still here
We strive on, we thrive on
Don't need you to fulfill our destiny
So let us be

I don't care, even with how you abused us
I was there every single time you used us
I still bear too many scars in my soul from you

You created a life, a Sagittarius, but you
Gave up that life for lies and tainted love and the
Weight of it all cascades down our faces to this day
Like a bad memory

But we're still here
We strive on, we thrive on
Don't need you to live our lives complete
So just fade away

Her pain will never go away even
Though she has removed your name I wish
Her pain were your chains, 'cause
All your blood money, it never changed a thing

I live my life with virtue and honor
I bleed for mine and for that I am stronger
But every day just becomes that much harder
When I realize that I HAVE NO FATHER

We watched you lie to our face and we
Felt like such a disgrace until
Now, our lives finally turned their own page

You created a life, a Sagittarius, but her
Beauty resides, her arrows pierce the hearts of the
Fiercest in life, and one day her arrow will catch you

One day her arrow will catch you

Libra

The only inanimate sign - and such is love.

Listen to the sounds around you, can't you hear the wind that's blowing over us?
Look around with eyes unclouded, don't you see the leaves are falling next to us?
I have missed you many lifetimes over, now I see you standing by my side
I have lost so much within me, there is not a measure for the tears I've cried

And I would deny the world tonight
As you balance me, I am justified
I will align myself to you in the eyes of the sun
And we can set free the ties that bind
And I'll take your hand and you'll take mine
Together we two will become one

I look into your sapphire eyes, can't you see the pain you've washed away in me?
Running up this mountain high, don't you see that together we are finally free?
You have waited for so long to see my face, to feel my touch, to free your heart
You will wait no longer for this, I will die before this life keeps us apart

And I would deny the world tonight
As you balance me, I am justified
I will align myself to you in the eyes of the sun
And we can set free the ties that bind
And I'll take your hand and you'll take mine
Together we two will become one

And I will deny the world tonight
You balanced me out, and I'm alright
So I will align myself to you in the eyes of the sun
We'll both set free the ties that bind
And we'll take each others hands entwined
Together we two will become one